hi jeddy (or random person reading this, dw abt it lol)

genuinely cannot explain how much i adore you, im writing this message in the middle of the night because i just cant help myself

i think of you every single day, wondering if you think about me too

even if i dont, i know you love me the same i do you

this website is probably cheesy as hell, but i need some way to express myself, cant a girl express herself through writing cheesy messages

its okay tho

we've had some past uphill stuff, but even if i ever left you or you leave me, i will continue to think about you

maybe im just too attached

but sometimes thats a good thing

ur pretty, ur smart, ur talented as fuck ;_; and i genuinely feel so out of ur league

im not sure why you chose me

maybe a blessing came my way

i crerish this blessing every day

the fact i can wake up and think i have a person like you as my significant other

sure our relationship may be far apart

and sometimes its not easy to reach you

but thats okay

because if i didnt have you i wouldnt have anyone

... okay maybe im being dramatic

but you know what i mean

sometimes being single for a while can feel pretty lonely

luckily for this past year i havent felt that feeling

knowing that every time you sleep you'd be mine

(maybe im more yours tho)

its okay tho

sometimes i think of the many incidents

to think that in some alternate universe out there in the infinite space there might be

that i didnt ask you out that night, and that we'd probably never speak the way we do now

to think that a random person i met on discord can be so important to me

become someone more than a random online friend

i genuinely have no plans leaving

i genuinely dont have a reason to.

im not that good at writing

but im trying my best to express every emotion im feeling whenever i think about you

its okay tho

its okay tho

its okay tho

i cherish every moment we share

and i always crave the next

im so fucking cheesy in the messages i cant lie ;_;

ffffffuck

maybe im being too attached

cant believe im not dreaming

that i actually have someone who cares about me

the fact the reality feels so unreal sometimes

i daydream a lot during school

knowing that somewhere out there the same girl i talk to every day loves me

wow i just turned this text into a horrible online love note huh

sometimes i think online relationships are overhated honestly

i make fun of them even sometimes

but this feels different

sure it may be online but

it feels so great anyway

im so in love

i'd do anything to stay with you forever even if its unrealistic